sorry i haven’t been on lately…school started. these classes maaaaan
had sex with an old “hook up buddy” per se; he isn’t exactly my type or insanely attractive but holy shit - the sex. I can feel his attraction to me, and his actions are purposeful and caring. He kisses with feelings and passion, and he makes sure I am always 100% pleased the entire time. Long foreplay/fingerplay and his penis - yes. The whole experience just feels so good.
I know he likes me, somehow, even having not seen him for almost a year. We just smoked, hung out, had amazing sex, and then talked until i had to go home.
I think I’ll keep in contact with him.
Cops are fucking SCUM and defending them at all makes you scum too
My dad was an NYPD cop and my step dad was a cop for my town. Both aren’t scumbags, corrupt, power hungry, or cruel. They were serving society, implementing justice and protecting us.
Yes, there are corrupt cops driven by greed, politics, and power but blanket statements are never true. So instead of labeling all cops as scum you need to step back from your tunnel vision.
I think about dying but I don’t want to die, not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic, theres so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m wasting every second, even now i’m writing this when I should be out there, I should be living. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell i’m doing or how to get out.